Well keeping in line with the current direction of my blog which, doesn't really have a permanent topic as such ...
I would like to ask for those who may find their way to this tiny space, huddled away in some dark dingy corner of a run down pile of connecting train lines, who play host to many aspects of life that some how despite great engineering manage to always collide in to a pool of salty sad faces; one; if I may simple question ...
When you have those days that get you down, what do you do to help raise that head above the smelting pile of never ending waste?
See it is times like those that I believe is an excellent capture of "essence" relating to what being human is about, for many years I was exposed to a world where it wasn't good to show weakness. Regarding "weakness" there was many different levels and rather then give you a run down of a section of my life that wasn't the most "I'm proud of you son!" kinda of experience I will keep it easy and just say for hypothetical purpose; Your out at a party everyone is getting drunk but see because of what you do you have to drink as much as everyone else and some, but at the same time your not allowed to let people see how truly smashed you are and are about to get ... you have to "up hold" an "image" and from this scenario it basically means you couldn't ever talk to someone about things that just might be getting you down, which over the years just became the way it was and in turn the ability to express negative feelings was lost, am element that is us was masked.
So the great thing about being human is the fact that one can acknowledge the presence of this habit and do nothing about it ... or flip the card; accept, change and grow!
Push the above nonsense to the side the personality that was once is now not ... so again simple, nothing more, how do you make that dull fact of life hit the highway?
Please share your tips ... what have you got to lose? Its not like anyone's reading this anyways
